What a busy weekend!
Not only did we have family visiting this weekend, but Callie gave birth
to her kittens this weekend. It has been
a roller coaster of emotion for most of us.
I am rather drained now, making this a difficult post to write in so
many ways.
Sunday arrived with everyone doing well, but in the early afternoon I noticed a sort of rattling sound in the breathing of kitten #2 (center of pic on right). A gentle tap on the back seemed to help, but I am concerned and will be looking for advice at the vet tomorrow.
I noticed that Callie was up and about a bit more than I
would have guessed, but I was glad to see that she was strong enough to manage
on her own. I attributed her walks back
and forth through the apartment to needing a little time to rest from the
kittens and perhaps to stretch her muscles from all the strain. She seemed rather spent earlier that day, and
I helped by holding her food dish up so that she wouldn't have to stand or
leave the kittens. Later I noticed that
something didn't seem quite right.
Callie seemed a little restless, so I was staying close to keep
her comfortable. Thinking that she might
be sore from and would feel better with softer bedding, I changed out the
newspaper and old clothing from the birthing box and put in a blanket wrapped
in a sheet. About 2:30 p.m., it looked
like Callie was having contractions again.
I massaged her back gently while the kittens were nursing, and after a
few moments, I noticed that she had leaked some kind of fluid. Since she had diarrhea earlier that day, I
wasn’t sure at first, but then it became evident that another kitten was on its
way, only breech.
After washing my hands, I dried with a washcloth, grabbed a
spare and headed back to the closet. I could
tell that Callie was having trouble from the sound of her calls, and I gently
massaged a little while holding the kitten at the birth canal. The kitten felt limp in my hand, and at that
moment I knew there was little hope of a live birth. Callie even seemed to realize the truth, as
it was difficult to encourage her to keep pushing. After what seemed like an eternity, the fourth
kitten arrived, stillborn, around 2:55 p.m.
Before I tell you what happened next, I want to tell you a
little about myself. I haven’t mentioned
this in previous posts, but since I met Callie I have learned to speak feline just a
little bit better. In the past I’ve
quipped a “Meow!” to say hello to cats when I’ve seen them. I don’t know if I’ve become an animal lover
from having grown up around a number of pets and seeing different animals give
birth (mostly dogs), but I feel that they can communicate with us if we only
listen. That may sound sappy or silly,
but that’s how I feel.
Where I’m going with all of this is that when the last kitten was
finally out of the birth canal, and it was evident that it wasn’t going to make
it, I noticed myself… wailing in cat. I
was choked with emotion and so connected to Callie at the moment that I couldn't seem to express myself in a normal human way.
When I look back on the experience it all
seems very surreal, and I probably wouldn’t admit this having happened to someone in
person. However, for the other animal
lovers out there, I imagine that you can understand the experience, and I think
it’s good for us to validate one another from time to time.
I will be taking Callie and the kittens (sounds like a name for a band) to the vet tomorrow for a wellness check. I'm concerned that there may be another kitten that hasn't arrived yet, and I can use all the help I can get in that respect. I also want to check #2 for signs of pneumonia. We haven’t named the kittens (and that includes the one that
didn’t survive), but we have some names in mind. Hopefully you’ll see some names when you read
the next post.
Until next time,
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